Why Me?

I am back...back again. Once again my trip home was great. It makes me realize how much I hate my decision making process. I actually spoke with the career counselor at my command today about my options. I could request to go to a new command, but that would probably require much more work...we all know how I hate to work. I am going to see about getting a try-out for the All Navy Baseball Team. I will be getting paid to play baseball if I do that. During the season I would travel with the team and when it is over I would return to the shit hole I call Florida. I am going to start college as soon as possible. I am going to try to get over to the Navy College office tomorrow to see what I can do there. I need a damn degree. I need a future. If things are going to work out with Joanne I need to have a plan...or at least an idea. I need to have a way to get a good job when I am through with this crap I got myself into. I could have gotten out early...I still can, but I would have to pay back all of my bonus. That would be about 7 grand after taxes. I only have about 2 or 3 of it left. I am going home for the day. I will check in tomorrow. I loved Shreveport Jo. I'm outtie.