Last Night Sucked

My night last night was supposed to be filled with drinking and fun and a bon voyage to Dusty who was returning to Norman Oklahoma to continue his college football career. Things didn't exactly go as planned. Joanne was meeting us up there, me, Marc and Dusty and she was bringing some friends. Well, she read the comment left on my web site from That Guy and was astonished. Upset. I don't blame her. Things got straightened out and now everything is good again. Thank you Aaron for correcting the situation. I appreciate it. I feel bad because this whole fiasco caused me to leave the bar earlier than planned and I didn't exactly get to give a complete fairwell to my good friend who I won't get to see again any time soon. What a head ache.

I had a good Christmas. I got some good gifts and some interesting ones also. X-mas eve was a good time. My aunt and uncle rented the club house to their housing edition and we partied there. There was a pool table and a big screen TV with DVD and what not. We played pool and watched Napolean Dynamite and Elf and had a grand ol' time. Nana's was fun too. We did our gift exchange and ate lunch and I left early. I was getting sad because I miss my family so much. I almost started crying in the kitchen when I was talking to my uncle Tim. He asked me if I was glad to be home and I said yes and no because I love seeing my family, but it makes me so sad to think about leaving again. I never knew I would have feelings like that. I also felt bad for soemthing I said to Timmy. He is the best cousin I could ever ask for. It hurts to think about how glad everyone was to see me and how proud of me they are and all I have to say in return is how much I hate the Navy. I guess I really don't hate it that much because there are a lot of possibilities for me in Jacksonville. I just need to get my shit together. I need to graduate from college. I need to get shit in order. I need to start building a future instead of waiting for one to be built for me.

I have to go shave. Joanne and I are going to Addison to meet up with some of her friends. I haven't shaved in a few days and I am getting scruffy. I am sad right now. I also don't feel well. Being sad sucks, but being around Joanne cheers me up. But I will miss her as well when I depart. Enough of this. I ... I...gotta go. She dated P-rez. Ha, thats funny. Ant Eater. Ha.