Yes, Sis, I am coming home for Xmas

What have I done and what did I do
What on earth did I get myself into?
Why do I do things in the fashionI do
What on earth did I get myself into?
So now I am stuck in a rut that grows permanently deeper
I am climbing a wall that continously gets steeper
I am awaiting the day I finally face the reaper.
Until one moment that changed it all
Suddenly a net appeared to brace my fall
I'm not saying it is a solution to it all
But the last time I was this happy I just can't recall
A few drinks and some food and a smile on my face
All due to this situation I would never replace
And all the affection I warmly embrace
But stop for a moment and see the big picture
Weird how one event can change your future
Or can it though, lets not get ahead too far
Remember the part about the North Star
I guess I should just follow those words, thats fair
And not worry who's here and who's there