Apology

After reading this, you will know who this is to. I am sorry. I am sorry for the way I treated you for the longest time. I know people in the same situation as us do the same thing, but I might have taken it to an extreme. I am sorry that it took so long for me to mature and want to be close to you. I am sorry for hitting on your friends...kinda. I am glad that we have the relationship we do now, but I know we can still be closer. I am sorry for the way I used to treat you when we would play basketball in the back yard. Or for making fun of you when you crashed the go-cart into the side of the house. That was funny though, but I am glad you weren't hurt. I am sorry for hitting you in the head with the swing-set. I think that was me. I know I was there. I probably laughed then too. Maybe not. I am sorry for giving your boyfriend a hard time, but I think I warmed up to him after a while. I mean I bought the kid guitar strings for a broken guitar. I am sorry I haven't called you lately. I get in a shell sometimes and it is hard to get out of it. I will be back in Dallas soon and I hope we can talk and spend some time together then. Maybe we can go out together and drink or something. Last time we drank together you were hugging the toilet most of the night while I was holding your hair. I know I laughed then. But it was cool. I hope you figure things out. I hope you get the financial help you deserve. I will always be here for you. In one way or another.