Just Whatever: Strong Feelings...Strong Words

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Strong Feelings...Strong Words

I love her. I am in love with her. We get along so grand at times. She can make me feel like I have met my soul mate. She can also make me feel like I have met my nemesis. The thing is that through all of our discussions and arguments one thing stays the same. I have an undeniable love for her and I instantly want things to be better. That causes a problem in itself. Most of the time people need to get the things that bother them out into the open and get a good solid argument to feel better. Get the load off per se. I try to skip that sometimes just to try to make things better. I am an overly sensitive male. I know this. My feelings are true and ever so passionate for this girl. I am putting all of myself into this relationship trying to make it work and I feel at times that I am failing myself. It is causing problems. I am a moody little bitch sometimes...most of the time, who is to say. I hate knowing that I hurt her, but sometimes she leaves me no choice. I am a glutton for punishment. I have to go unload a truck. I love you baby girl.