Dilemma

I have a few things on my mind that I need to get out into the open. But, not right now. It is almost 4 and about time for me to hit the gym. I have a situation I have to handle and I hope it doesn't develop into a bigger situation which could lead to another situation going down the drain. Stressful, huh? There is a lot riding on what happens here in the next few days, weeks and months. I'd like to fill you in, but it is entirely too complex for the average human brain to take in. I don't want any of my very few readers to implode because of the complexity of my issues. I have an opportunity in front of me that has been long awaited, but as it always goes there are problems surrounding the issue which complicate everything to the fullest extent of the law. Maybe if I had acted sooner or taken a hint or been more spontaneous or outgoing things might have been different. They are not so I have to deal with them the way they are. My life would not be what it is today if I made things easy on myself. It has to be complicated or life is just too boring. There always has to be something there to cause chaos or discomfort. Oh well, I'll make it. Hopefully things unfold the way I would like them to, but the chances of that are about as good as my dad passing a drug test. Wish me luck.