I got it...2002 Acura RSX Type S

It is very nice to say the least. It is a greyish gold color. It has brown leather interior w/ a 6 disc in dash CD changer and it is a 6-speed manual transmission. Fast. Fater than Tim's Infiniti G35...doubtful, but it loves to compete. Just like it's daddy. I'm naming it Francois...pronounced Fran-shwah. It's French. Just like Coop. I paid $17,100 for it. Not a bad deal. It has 47,000 miles on it. Very clean.

How have I felt lately? I dont know actually. I haven't really given myself much time to sit back and think. I believe that I repress most of my true or real feelings to avoid dealing with them. I am much more sane this way. I am down to 195 pounds. I think I just lost muscle mass. I have been doing much more cardio than lifting. It seems like when I get to the gym now I am either very motivated or just down right tired. On Wednesdays and Fridays I run 4 miles in the morning and work out in the afternoon and do another 30 minutes of cardio. That might be a contributing factor to my weight loss. I did check the scale and it is correct.

I think that, or even know that my mind is not at peace. It is going through the motions. Very complacent. I do not make the time for other people. Not even the ones I have known all my life. Pathetic.