I need a good friend and a keg of beer and a bottle of Jack and some Red Bull

I have a cold. It sucks. I feel like shit.

So much shit has happened in the past few days and it is driving me crazy. I need to go home to Texas for a bit to take care of a few things. I need to make sure Joanne isn't hiding anything from me and I need to be there for my family.

I haven't talked to TG in a while and I haven't talked to Tim or Marc either. I tried to call Tim last night and it kept acting as if he changed his number. I miss having someone to put you in check. A good friend who watches your back and makes sure you don't do anything stupid without their approval. Someone to take you out and get you drunk when you have had a rough time. I had the BEST friends. I talked to Roy D. Harwell and he just broke up with his girlfriend of 2 years (who was a VIRGIN!). He seems to be ok with it. Him and I will be best friends until the day we die no matter how far away we live from one another. Same with TG and Marc and Tim obviously.

Being independant can only get you to a certain point of happiness. I have people here who care about me, but I feel like I only have one good friend. That is Kathi. I am going to start working every other Sunday for her so she can take some time off.