IT GETS OLD FAST

The Mardis Gras party at work...interesting to say the least. I danced if that tells you how much I drank. Yes, I have been made fun of today at work from my co-workers. I was the only white male dancing so that should explain that. I don't really enjoy drinking anymore. I was miserable all day Saturday. Felt like absolute shit. I played Socom until about 4am Saturday night. I rented the complete first season of Reno 911 and that shit is hilarious. I also rented Alamo, but I haven't watched it yet.

This whole Joanne situation is wearing me down. I don't know what to do. I like not talking to her, but I don't like it. I know she is hurting right now and that hurts me. I love the girl and I do miss her. The distance sucks. The timing sucks. The lack of trust sucks. All I hear about is what did you do and who were you with and is there another girl. I don't ask her that shit. Not because I don't care, but because I don't want to know. Why worry myself with something I can't control? I like not having to satisfy someone elses needs. Doing whatever I want whenever I want without having to plan a phone call inbetween. It doesn't help that I can't stop playing that damn game, it is just so freaking addicting. I joined a clan with some Canadian guys and they are pretty funny and fun to play with. We are all pretty good too. Anyway, I am still thinking...