Envious

I seriously have the best life. I have a wife who loves me and a family that does the same. I brought Mendi home with me to meet the fam and they loved her and Kenzie, my step daughter. Hopefully one day I won't have to say step. Mendi is so wonderful. She makes everyday worth waking up. She is my inspiration and driving force that gets me through the day. I call her about 20 times a day just so I can hear her voice. It is very soothing and calms me. We are 2500 miles apart and I guess it just makes me feel closer to her. She is coming out to San Diego to visit me in May and I can't explain how excited I am. i know it has only been like 9 days or something but when you love someone that much it seems like an eternity. She is my heart. When I kiss her it still takes my breath away...literally. Our chemistry is amazing. We get along so well and we can talk about anything. We communicate really well and i believe that it is a major contributor to our success in our relationship and our marriage. Long distance is very difficult. We will manage. We will hit our rough spots, but that is purely out of love. Neither of us will faulter or sway from our vows, we will only be frustrated with the distance. I love her with every bit of energy I can muster and I know she feels the exact same way. That is what makes it so perfect. We both know that we have met our soul mate. I never believed in that before. I always hoped, but found it to be a myth. Now I know that what I have is golden. i have won the lottery in LOVE. I hit the jackpot. Four and a half more months and we will get to start making plans for the rest of our lives. It is so very exciting. We have "things" and dreams...together. My heart rate is speeding up and I am getting excited just thinking about it. I love her so much. Mendi Blanton Tips...I fucking love you!