Take a Look

Take a look at where you are and tell me if you are satisfied. Tell me if there isn't a day, week or month that goes by when you don't think about an instance that changed your life for the better or worse and wonder what it would be like if you had done it differently. For me personally, there are many things that still haunt me and also that make me smile. You can choose to accept them and carry on or dwell on them forever.

I have had 2 Officers come by the duty desk today and ask me if I was enrolling in college courses this term or how long until I get my degree. Evidently I am "management" material. I say fuck that. The 10 classes that I lack to get my degree will not give me any enlightenment or spontanious genius to better serve my employer. Fuck society. Fuck colleges. They are a massive rip off and drain on the economy. If people did not have to send their children to college they would have much more money in their pocket. Maybe it is just me, but I felt as if college was always a massive waste of time. The classes that I did pay attention in were not any different than the ones I did not. The instructor just made it interesting. If someone sits in front of a class and lectures...like a History teacher, why in the hell would that keep my attention. Like I really want to take down notes for 1 or 2 hours straight. Why do I have to take History courses? I'm not a History major. Plus, lecturing is not teaching...I'm sorry, but it isn't. A lecture is not much more than paying for someone to read the book to you. Fuckers. I just disagree with the system and have no way near enough attention span to follow someone who likes to hear themself talk. Fuckin college. Waste of fucking money.

I gotta go.